THE DREADFUL DIARIES : Onwards and upwards....I've been enjoying my three weeks off. Granted, it's been strange at times. I dived into my past to produce a possible future and learned to look after myself a bit more. The search for a replacement present has left me a little shaken. To be fair. Three things came to a halt at the same time. Scary times. But, I am pre-occupied with finding a place for myself in this scary world. which means, finding a job.
It used to be that you could glide out of college and straight into a job which you would occupy for the summer at least, not so much any more.
Retail has become a scary place full of people who are hanging on to whatever jobs they can get. So many of my friends are working stupid hours for stupid money. I'd love to see how Kenny could survive working four hours a week on minimum wages. Simple answer is - you can't.
What do I know?
I'm obsessed with my future right now. Because there is nothing else to worry about. Bills, fees, college, work and relationships feel a little trivial right now. All I know is that I need to eat and to eat I need to work. To work, I need to leave the country. But what do you do? Choose life? Choose love? Choose a fucking big television? Choose ending the best thing you've ever had because someone else on a golf course destroyed this country?
Good luck to anyone else out there in my situation! Love or leaving?
XOXOXOX
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